Blacks In America – It’s Hard To Feel Like A Human Being
I’ve always been a happy guy. I’ve always had a positive outlook on life and whats to come of it. I’m what some may call an idealist, but really I just look for the best in people and things. Right now, I feel numb. Numb to happiness. Numb to a positive outlook, and most sadly, numb to a life I’ve come to cherish. These recent (and when I say recent, I’m not referring to the past year, just the past couple of days) police shootings of black men in this country have made me feel like there has been no progress in the appreciation of Black lives. They make me feel as if Black lives are still disposable at will. They make me feel like I could be the next one killed for just being. They make me feel devalued as a human being.
Even while living as a human being, in this country, I still feel less than one.
I’ve volunteered with numerous organizations. I try to help out wherever I can. I mind my business. I pay my taxes. I love my family. I love all people. I have a favorite color, and food. I like to swim. I love great food. But even while living as a human being, in this country, I still feel less than one.
Rest In Peace
Philando Castile
Alton Sterling